Reaffirming our Move
View from the bedroom this week - organized mess all destined to be piled somewhere!Moving isn't fun! We observed a mother squirrel moving her family a few days ago. She carried each baby squirrel in her mouth from a tree down the block into a larger nest she had created in one of the maples in our back yard. The young squirrls were about half her weight and curled their little paws and scrawny tails around their mother's neck as she brought them from down their tree, carried them across numerous yards and driveways, up and along our fence and finally dropped them in their new perch at the top of the spacious maple. As we watched her bring each member across she seemed to need increasingly more rests. She would stop scurrying and lie flat against the grass with all four paws sprawled out, panting for awhile. I feel alot like that squirrel!
These past few days we have emptied closets and unpacked boxes that were still full from our last move 9.5 years ago! We needed to tackle the long avoided job of downsizing so that winter clothes, sports equipment and bedroom items could be stored in the existing storage space underneath the stairs. This is to accommodate the young couple who will be moving into our house and bedroom when we are gone.
"Why are we doing this again??" is a good question to ask because it reinforces for us the reasons that prompted us to say yes to this assignment, now less than 2 weeks away. Two incidents this week caused me to reaffirm our desire to go.
The first was a conversation I overhead in coffee shop on monday. The propieter and server was talking to an elderly couple as he served them their bagal and coffee breakfast. "I work all day, go home & grab a bite, shower and go to bed only to come back and do this all over again."
"That's no life!" sympathized the elderly woman.
I thought back to the farmers we saw in Haiti subsisting on meagre incomes, especially one particlular co-operative that was just beginning. If they could ensure that their children would not go hungary during the spring months of each year, they would consider the co-operative a success - seeds during planting time and learning to read and write in creole will prove to be a great start towards this goal. In fact the community was willing to maintain an incredibly stony and difficult mountainous road by hand to ensure that FIDA would continue sending their support workers. Any of those farmers would think he had just been handed his dream job if he was to have a coffee shop with an ongoing income to feed his family.
The second conversation occured while I was cycling along the canal to Lake Ontario this morning. I met a man who was staying in a large RV enjoying the view where the canal widens into the lake. When he heard I was going to Haiti for a year, he told me I would be disappointed because I wouldn't be able to change anything. I assured him that I wasn't trying to change the Haitians, that I simply wanted to walk along side of them for awhile. He had difficulty with the unclean living conditions and lack of initiative he had seen in his travels and jumped to what I feel are fairly typical stereotypes of the underpriledged.
The conversation ended with my new acquaintance challenging me to write to him after 3 months and see if I didn't agree with what he had said. I think I will take up that challenge - wait for my letter Jim! In fact, I shall count it a priviledge to learn to know my new country's history and present day pulse.

View from the patio last night - feathery wisps of cloud painted onto the backdrop canvas of fading sky.









